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Dear all,
Enthusiasms can take over every waking moment if you are not careful and a balance has to be struck between the real world, (requiring a job to make some money to pay my bills type of world) and the world in your head (that's the one where we construct the layout of our dreams or plan the purchase of the next super detailed model that has just been released).
The dynamics are slightly different for me as I work for a well known European Freight railway company and spend most of my waking hours grappling with the complexities of cross border train movements, the incompatibilities of locomotives in the fleet with the various signalling systems and the logistical problems of moving freight trains in 8 countries. As you can imagine this keeps me pretty busy and for many would be the realisation of a dream, the chance of merging your hobby with your work; but, and isn't there always a "but", to pursue my career I have to live in Germany. Not exactly a hardship you might say but after three years of living and working in "mainland Europe" I am starting to feel the odd pang of homesickness as the novelty starts to wear off.
The first thing to appear was an overwhelming desire for steak and kidney pudding and the whole gamut of meat pies that we enjoy in the UK (nothing comes close here) and the, I have to admit, continuous craving for a pint of Timothy Taylor's Landlord bitter. I can drown out the latter problem by consuming copious amounts of the local lagers but the meat pie issue depends on friends back in the UK bringing with them a can of Fray Bentos S&K when they visit. My wife is reluctant to help out on the meat pie front as she worries about nonesenses such as high blood pressure and obesity! I am resisting the urge to paraphrase Professor Higgins here but those of you who are old enough will know to what I allude.
The second symptom of homesickness happened about 6 months ago, waking up one day to find that my interest for continental HO modelling was just not there any more. For the past 10 years this has been a constant companion. This started in the UK but I had a load of mates all interested in German, Austrian or Swiss railways and I was drawn more and more into that world. To be honest, the models are better though they do cost nigh on double the price (and that's before you include the huge price rise caused by the drop in the value of the pound). However, back to that morniing when I awoke to find I had lost that interest. For a day or two I did not know what to do. I was travelling between offices so my work days were long but I was dreading the weekend back at home. What was I going to do? I was facing the prospect of having no excuse for my wife when she asked me if I wanted to go with her for a walk in the woods. Pointing at a chaotic modelling table and claiming to be at a critical stage in the assembly of a Prussian Water Tower or the like never failed to get me off the hook. But what now? She would surely sense this change in me and, sensing a vacuum move in for the marital kill, the only choice being between a long walk or a short walk.
Thankfully, relief was not long in arriving. That first motiveless weekend saw me surfing the internet for want of anything better to do (trying to look busy so I would not be asked to join my wife in a shopping expedition). We lived just outside Berlin at that time and I did not mind in the least going into the city but a trip to a supermarket in the suburbs was something to be avoided. I was idly looking at "you tube" when a link came up for the prototype Deltic. I don't know how that link appeared because I was certainly not looking for UK railway material, probably just one of those coincidences that the weak minded claim as evidence of a sixth sense or, even worse, proof positive of divine intervention. Whatever. What I found myself looking at was a short clip of a sound fitted Deltic prototype model. I could see that this was a very good model and the sound was not too far off that I remember hearing from the lineside at Sandy as a nine year old being thrilled by a flash of blue that being tested on an A4 diagram. Within a week I had located one of these models for sale on ebay. A week later it was on display atop the bookcase.
What followed was a gradual rediscovery of the railways of my youth in East Anglia. Book purchases came thick and fast and then odd models started to trouble our postman. We moved house to southern Germany to be nearer my new office and the rate of purchases increased. Spurred on by the sound of the Deltic I switched to digital (something that I had avoided with my continental models) and so far have only burnt out one model ( the Hornby D5512 but no worries, I have 2 of them). I bought the 2 D5512'ves following reading the article on this forum. Sadly I did not read the "fitting a sound chip" section as closely as I should have done. No matter, a new circuit board will have it as good as new.
Enough of this. I have rambled on enough this Sunday afternoon. My wife will soon be back from her walk and I must hide the empty beer bottles (sadly they had only contained lager but that was thankfully wet). As you can see I have survived the loss of a passion and replaced it with another. Now when I am travelling back from a meeting in some far flung city I relax by trying to decide wether I should model the Cambridge bay platforms 5 and 6 plus engine shed and a bit of the through platform, or should I be a bit more rural and go for a more pure Great Eastern experience by modelling my home town station, Bury St.Edmunds (obviously not all of it as if I kept scale distances I would have to tunnel through to the neighbours bedroom. Choices, choices. This is what the hobby is all about, giving a bloke (or blokess) the chance to dream about a world of our own making, plucked from memory or reflecting what we see today. My only concern now is that I don't know if the original Deltic had route clearance up to Cambridge. No way and no reason would it have ever been allowed into platforms 5 & 6 but it may have been eased onto the shed. If I model Bury St.Edmunds the Deltic would have to stay on the bookcase but, (yet another but) I could get my 4mm civil engineering gang to work on the route so that the Deltic is diagrammed for Kings Cross > Newmarket race specials and has to come forward to Bury to run round the stock. It's my world so I can do what I like. Obviously my homesickness is quite a factor as I was born in B.S.E over 58 years ago and moved on to live in Cambridge when I was 17. A lot has happened in the intermediate years but just now those formative years are much in my mind and are influencing my modelling choices. Thank goodness the hobby gives me that focus. Isn't that what it is all about?
Best regards to all .......... Greyvoices
Enthusiasms can take over every waking moment if you are not careful and a balance has to be struck between the real world, (requiring a job to make some money to pay my bills type of world) and the world in your head (that's the one where we construct the layout of our dreams or plan the purchase of the next super detailed model that has just been released).
The dynamics are slightly different for me as I work for a well known European Freight railway company and spend most of my waking hours grappling with the complexities of cross border train movements, the incompatibilities of locomotives in the fleet with the various signalling systems and the logistical problems of moving freight trains in 8 countries. As you can imagine this keeps me pretty busy and for many would be the realisation of a dream, the chance of merging your hobby with your work; but, and isn't there always a "but", to pursue my career I have to live in Germany. Not exactly a hardship you might say but after three years of living and working in "mainland Europe" I am starting to feel the odd pang of homesickness as the novelty starts to wear off.
The first thing to appear was an overwhelming desire for steak and kidney pudding and the whole gamut of meat pies that we enjoy in the UK (nothing comes close here) and the, I have to admit, continuous craving for a pint of Timothy Taylor's Landlord bitter. I can drown out the latter problem by consuming copious amounts of the local lagers but the meat pie issue depends on friends back in the UK bringing with them a can of Fray Bentos S&K when they visit. My wife is reluctant to help out on the meat pie front as she worries about nonesenses such as high blood pressure and obesity! I am resisting the urge to paraphrase Professor Higgins here but those of you who are old enough will know to what I allude.
The second symptom of homesickness happened about 6 months ago, waking up one day to find that my interest for continental HO modelling was just not there any more. For the past 10 years this has been a constant companion. This started in the UK but I had a load of mates all interested in German, Austrian or Swiss railways and I was drawn more and more into that world. To be honest, the models are better though they do cost nigh on double the price (and that's before you include the huge price rise caused by the drop in the value of the pound). However, back to that morniing when I awoke to find I had lost that interest. For a day or two I did not know what to do. I was travelling between offices so my work days were long but I was dreading the weekend back at home. What was I going to do? I was facing the prospect of having no excuse for my wife when she asked me if I wanted to go with her for a walk in the woods. Pointing at a chaotic modelling table and claiming to be at a critical stage in the assembly of a Prussian Water Tower or the like never failed to get me off the hook. But what now? She would surely sense this change in me and, sensing a vacuum move in for the marital kill, the only choice being between a long walk or a short walk.
Thankfully, relief was not long in arriving. That first motiveless weekend saw me surfing the internet for want of anything better to do (trying to look busy so I would not be asked to join my wife in a shopping expedition). We lived just outside Berlin at that time and I did not mind in the least going into the city but a trip to a supermarket in the suburbs was something to be avoided. I was idly looking at "you tube" when a link came up for the prototype Deltic. I don't know how that link appeared because I was certainly not looking for UK railway material, probably just one of those coincidences that the weak minded claim as evidence of a sixth sense or, even worse, proof positive of divine intervention. Whatever. What I found myself looking at was a short clip of a sound fitted Deltic prototype model. I could see that this was a very good model and the sound was not too far off that I remember hearing from the lineside at Sandy as a nine year old being thrilled by a flash of blue that being tested on an A4 diagram. Within a week I had located one of these models for sale on ebay. A week later it was on display atop the bookcase.
What followed was a gradual rediscovery of the railways of my youth in East Anglia. Book purchases came thick and fast and then odd models started to trouble our postman. We moved house to southern Germany to be nearer my new office and the rate of purchases increased. Spurred on by the sound of the Deltic I switched to digital (something that I had avoided with my continental models) and so far have only burnt out one model ( the Hornby D5512 but no worries, I have 2 of them). I bought the 2 D5512'ves following reading the article on this forum. Sadly I did not read the "fitting a sound chip" section as closely as I should have done. No matter, a new circuit board will have it as good as new.
Enough of this. I have rambled on enough this Sunday afternoon. My wife will soon be back from her walk and I must hide the empty beer bottles (sadly they had only contained lager but that was thankfully wet). As you can see I have survived the loss of a passion and replaced it with another. Now when I am travelling back from a meeting in some far flung city I relax by trying to decide wether I should model the Cambridge bay platforms 5 and 6 plus engine shed and a bit of the through platform, or should I be a bit more rural and go for a more pure Great Eastern experience by modelling my home town station, Bury St.Edmunds (obviously not all of it as if I kept scale distances I would have to tunnel through to the neighbours bedroom. Choices, choices. This is what the hobby is all about, giving a bloke (or blokess) the chance to dream about a world of our own making, plucked from memory or reflecting what we see today. My only concern now is that I don't know if the original Deltic had route clearance up to Cambridge. No way and no reason would it have ever been allowed into platforms 5 & 6 but it may have been eased onto the shed. If I model Bury St.Edmunds the Deltic would have to stay on the bookcase but, (yet another but) I could get my 4mm civil engineering gang to work on the route so that the Deltic is diagrammed for Kings Cross > Newmarket race specials and has to come forward to Bury to run round the stock. It's my world so I can do what I like. Obviously my homesickness is quite a factor as I was born in B.S.E over 58 years ago and moved on to live in Cambridge when I was 17. A lot has happened in the intermediate years but just now those formative years are much in my mind and are influencing my modelling choices. Thank goodness the hobby gives me that focus. Isn't that what it is all about?
Best regards to all .......... Greyvoices